Piercing the Gloom
After an evening struggling with discouragement, I woke the next morning from a dream about outnumbered soldiers in a battle where miracles were the only thing keeping them safe, where the final defenses were nearly breached but where victory may have happened at the end. And where the stakes were higher than the soldiers’ lives—where God had a higher purpose.
Lying in bed, thinking about my dream, I got a song: the Newsboys’ “Never Surrender, Never Say Die.”
Then my morning reading included this verse:
As soon as I pray, you answer me;
you encourage me by giving me strength.
Psalm 138:3, NLT
Wow… I’d been praying for help, for focus and encouragement. I’d been doing my feeble best to keep my thoughts God-centered in the gloom.
This verse tells me God heard. And He answered as soon as I prayed.
Not that I experienced the answer then, but I wonder how much easier the night would have been if I’d counted the prayer answered as soon as I prayed it—if I’d begun to thank Him for what He was in the process of doing, instead of waiting until I saw for myself.
Thank You, God, and please help me be ready for next time.
Janet is an east coast Canadian writer working to break into print in novel-length fiction. In the mean time, she writes weekly book reviews, devotionals and features on her blog, ”Tenacity“.